The "True Life" Journey

Last Saturday I was dancing at Blue Martini in Bally's in Atlantic City. It was a loooong night. I danced 30 minute sets from 1am to 6am! When I was getting down from my 4 th set, a girl came up to Kera and I and asked if we could take a picture with her man friend. This is very normal! We get that a lot, and I think it's only because we are hardly wearing anything and they want documentation of it so when they tell their friends, they have proof. :) About 2 seconds later I felt a tap on my shoulder, and immediately I thought it was someone else asking for a picture (once one person asks, it seems like the whole club wants a picture too! haha ) This beautiful, young woman came close to me and and asked me if I was MTV. I told her I was. She went on to say, "I was so emotional watching your show, because I feel exactly what you feel. I watched your episode about 3 times and every time I missed the ending. I have small boobs too, and I am scared to get surger...

I am sooo happy that I have received so many nice emails and comments about the show!  Surprisingly, I haven't gotten any "hater mail" and everyone is SO nice in what they write to me!   For the most part, everyone is saying that I am fine the way I am, but if getting implants will make me happier, then do it.  That is exactly the point!!!  It's my life, my body, and my decision.  I am really glad that people see that. Aside from these comments, I have also received a lot of advice from women who went through the same thing as I am, and women asking me for advice on how to handle it!   All around, I am most happy to hear that people are proud of me that I have taken what A LOT of women think, and made it public.  Some people, mostly guys, just don't understand that having small boobs is a really hard thing to cope with.  It's not always about having the perfect body, most of the time, it's really about feeling feminine!   Thank you to everyone who has writ...

I would like to start by saying that I have never felt so accomplished in my life.  Being on True Life: I Don't Like My Small Breasts was an amazing experience.  It changed the way I look at life, and I think I have changed for the better! Filming the show was a lot of work.  It was a shit load of hours or constantly being on camera, and it got a little annoying, having to repeat things.  But I really don't have a lot to complain about.  Overall it was really fun!  And I am sure the shooters loved when I burped... haha because I was miced-up and every sound that came from my mouth was blaring in her ears.  Oopsy.  Sorry about that! A lot of things happened that didn't make it to the show.  In the early days of filming, I took a trip to a crazy store called Harry's Occult Store.  My friend, Jes, and I went there to try to get some more herbs to help my boobs grow.  Well... O man, this place was crazy.  There was a guy who was a psychic, and he told the future by listenin...