Filming the show was a lot of work. It was a shit load of hours or constantly being on camera, and it got a little annoying, having to repeat things. But I really don't have a lot to complain about. Overall it was really fun! And I am sure the shooters loved when I burped... haha because I was miced-up and every sound that came from my mouth was blaring in her ears. Oopsy. Sorry about that!
A lot of things happened that didn't make it to the show. In the early days of filming, I took a trip to a crazy store called Harry's Occult Store. My friend, Jes, and I went there to try to get some more herbs to help my boobs grow. Well... O man, this place was crazy. There was a guy who was a psychic, and he told the future by listening to spirits. And then there was a woman who gave me only one real piece of advice... to read three affirmations to myself 10 times each, every night before I went to sleep. She said (an really believed) that if I kept telling myself that my boobs would grow, that they would... well... grow! ummm yea... TRIED THAT, and look what good that did me. o well
Even though there were some crazy things that happened during the filming, I really enjoyed all of it! My main goal, aside from wanting to express my need for bigger breasts, was to reach women who can relate to my story. Since the show first aired, I received so many emails from girls who have the same exact story as me, and they were really touched by the show. That really means the world to me. There are so many people in the world, with body image issues, and I think it's important for everyone to know that it really is an emotional inner struggle, that haunts you ALL THE TIME. Not liking something about your body, is not a small thing, it really is tough. And it's a lot to take in, and consider.
Personally, I am extremely happy with my decision to get implants, and I know that this is not an option that everyone would choose. In the show, I decided to get the surgery in the second to last scene. In "real" time, the show filming took about 4 months, and it wasn't until the middle of the 3rd month that I came to the decision. I was SOO against plastic surgery my whole life, and it is amazing how I reached that point where I felt it was the only REAL option I had. All in all, every one's personal story is a little different, and I am not saying that getting implants is the "right" thing to do. It was just the best thing for ME!
I was a little upset that MTV didn't allude to the name of my company. It is Pure Bliss Entertainment. You can see our page at www.myspace.com/pureblissdancers We don't only provide go-go dancers to nightclubs, we also have a wide variety of models and performers, and we even have choreographed performances for large events! If you are interested in booking out beautiful girls and sexy guys, email us your event details to 2PureBliss@gmail.com
OK guys, I have a lot of work to do. I am happy to start this blog, so I can update everyone all at once! Feel free to comment or email me any personal comments or questions!