The "True Life" Journey

I have a few quick things to say... First of all, today I got a friend request from a girl on Facebook. Along with her request, she wrote: " I saw you on MTV and you made me want to continue my career in dance and try gogo dancing. Regardless of my small boobs. I'll try out for dallas cowboy cheerleaders!" That made me so happy that I could impact her life in a positive way! Honestly, me going on TV with a message of me not be content with my body and wanting to find change, was not meant to force people to feel the same way. I continue to meet people who do feel the same way I do, and even people who have felt that way in the past, but have either come to terms with their body's or have made change for them to become content! The fact that this girl is happy in her body and is ready to face the world with a "I don't care what you think, because I'm happy" attitude is so great and I am truly happy for her. And kind of envious too. I really wish

Last Saturday I was dancing at Blue Martini in Bally's in Atlantic City. It was a loooong night. I danced 30 minute sets from 1am to 6am! When I was getting down from my 4 th set, a girl came up to Kera and I and asked if we could take a picture with her man friend. This is very normal! We get that a lot, and I think it's only because we are hardly wearing anything and they want documentation of it so when they tell their friends, they have proof. :) About 2 seconds later I felt a tap on my shoulder, and immediately I thought it was someone else asking for a picture (once one person asks, it seems like the whole club wants a picture too! haha ) This beautiful, young woman came close to me and and asked me if I was MTV. I told her I was. She went on to say, "I was so emotional watching your show, because I feel exactly what you feel. I watched your episode about 3 times and every time I missed the ending. I have small boobs too, and I am scared to get surger

I am sooo happy that I have received so many nice emails and comments about the show!  Surprisingly, I haven't gotten any "hater mail" and everyone is SO nice in what they write to me!   For the most part, everyone is saying that I am fine the way I am, but if getting implants will make me happier, then do it.  That is exactly the point!!!  It's my life, my body, and my decision.  I am really glad that people see that. Aside from these comments, I have also received a lot of advice from women who went through the same thing as I am, and women asking me for advice on how to handle it!   All around, I am most happy to hear that people are proud of me that I have taken what A LOT of women think, and made it public.  Some people, mostly guys, just don't understand that having small boobs is a really hard thing to cope with.  It's not always about having the perfect body, most of the time, it's really about feeling feminine!   Thank you to everyone who has writ

I would like to start by saying that I have never felt so accomplished in my life.  Being on True Life: I Don't Like My Small Breasts was an amazing experience.  It changed the way I look at life, and I think I have changed for the better! Filming the show was a lot of work.  It was a shit load of hours or constantly being on camera, and it got a little annoying, having to repeat things.  But I really don't have a lot to complain about.  Overall it was really fun!  And I am sure the shooters loved when I burped... haha because I was miced-up and every sound that came from my mouth was blaring in her ears.  Oopsy.  Sorry about that! A lot of things happened that didn't make it to the show.  In the early days of filming, I took a trip to a crazy store called Harry's Occult Store.  My friend, Jes, and I went there to try to get some more herbs to help my boobs grow.  Well... O man, this place was crazy.  There was a guy who was a psychic, and he told the future by listenin